Hi H4h and wdid

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wdid: Shy guys are attractive.
Yeah, shy guy, drives mini-van, 4 kids in tow, the women will be fighting each other to get at me \:D

W called me at work she was so proud of the kids report cards, all had A's and B's, kept complimenting me on how well I'm taking care of the kids, heard the same speach, about how she cannot handle the chaos involved with 4 kids and how well I deal with the kids and how she can't take it. I said thank you, thinking to myself of what I wanted to say, something to the effect, is that how you justify cheating on me because you cannot handle the chaos of 4 beautiful children

I know that's part of her problem, she has other issues, but I did everything I could for her, she was always allowed to sleep late and I took care of the kids every weekend (she worked Saturday nights) Anytime she wanted to get away, I said go, we planned weekends together just the two of us, and we would get a babysitter for those one night outings. Apparently not enough for her. I wanted to tell her to GO TO HE double hockey sticks - who wouldn't but I bit my lip and now I'm venting here - thank you for letting me vent.

All better now, I haven't been able to sleep lately, midnight or 1:00am before I get to bed and I'm up at 5:30am, don't know what it is, lot on my mind, job, W, kids, D, finances, future, house work, etc.

Thank you for checking in on me.

M45
W41
M10.75 years
D9, D7, D7, S6
OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me
New Abbreviation = WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08
W files for D 07/18/08