...and since I am an open book I have to say this : I hate hurting someone I love and loosing him this way. But if that isnt an act of commitment to my family then I dont know what would be... And right now it feels I lost everything to... nothing. And that makes me mad, sad and I want to grab him by the shapels (sp?) (as a friend told me) and scream at him that "we should do this together and right because I am not wasting my life settling with you if you cant/will not do it...".
You really cant imagine how difficult this has been for me. No pitty party, my choice, but it is true. K
Gypsy, that has been my plan the last few days. Result:he hardly calls anymore, didnt spend as much time with us during the weekend, he is happier, thinks we are doing better...
Ohh, I have an appointment with my IC later this week to tell her what we need and see if she can suggest someone for MC.
