I called my wife last night. Terrible idea. I broke down and called her and proceeded to tell her that it upset me that she was giving up on our marriage. I said a lot of things with intentions of opening her eyes somehow. I know these were failed attempts. I don't know what came over me. I have not seen her in a month, maybe that just got the best of me. I have fought it for a while and I guess I couldn't take it anymore. I guess I was just venting everything I was feeling to her. So stupid on my part. Has anyone else made this mistake? I feel like I am walking backwards here. This is a nightmare.
M 27 W 26 M 4.5 Years T 6 years Bomb Oct. '08; "ILYBIANILWY", "You don't fit into my life", "Our marriage had to have been a mistake because it is not working".
