So talked to H today when he stopped by to get his immigration paperwork. Dr. has put him on AD's (I told him good, he needed them...) and he told me he has started having nightmares again, some about Somalia, and some about work. I asked him if he thought he had a touch of PTSD, he said no because he doesn't flip out unless he sees a gun or a knife, but then again he had been shot and stabbed. At any rate, he has not had nightmares for a long time, so it seems to be his subconscious is catching up with him.
Hopefully the AD's will help...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Mishka I think you are right. I was surprised too, he told me this yesterday. It's funny, I ignored two phone calls from him and he called me four times. He hinted about having problems getting his homework done again, and I offered to help, but told him this time he had to take me to dinner (he agreed... ). I am not going to read anything into it, except that it is really nice to hear from him again.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Oh I am so nervous. I am going to drop off the application for the house today. Because I am taking Friday off for the Extreme Home Makeover deal (I am volunteering!!!) I have been working so much and haven't been able to get away, but I don't want to lose the chance for this house. I am nervous that because my stupid x boss evicted me from the house he owned after he fired me, they will turn me down.
But I have to try. I love this house, and it would be perfect for me and D12, not too big but not too small.
This year has brought so many changes, and I am thankful to God that I have survived it. I am stunned at how different I am from even when I first started posting. Could this be me?
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
You sound so wonderful! Keep it up and good luck with the loan app. I am sure that is VERY stressful! What kind of downpayments are they looking for now?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
It's not a purchase. It's a rental, but it is through a real estate company. I don't want to own a house because first the market sucks, and second I am not mechanically inclined, so if something goes wrong I would rather it be a landlord's responsibility to fix it. It is absolutely gorgeous, and I have already started picturing in my head all the things I could do with it!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
shut up. i only did because i have this obnoxious friend who MADE ME.
but yes...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
). I am not going to read anything into it, except that it is really nice to hear from him again.