What you describe sounds great to me. Nothing wrong with removing yourself from the field. You seem to have connected....that is great! Don't beat yourself up for that. Continue to enjoy each other's company Mike....low expectations....just enjoy...after all you / we have beem through, YOU earned it! Never mind what people around you say. Follow your gut instinct.....and enjoy yourself!
lots of chemistry John....the thing that gets me is she thinks I'm awesome and tells me..and shows me..again and again and again...and it scares me chittless...it's layin it all out there again...to maybe be trashed..but I'll never know unless I just do it..me being a thinker does not help..