Hi 25yearsmlc, Thanks so much for your support. I didn't realize that you followed my thread. It's an encouragement to me.
Quite a bit has happened behind the scenes that I didn't know about until 2 weeks ago. When my H and boys visited, the beans got spilled by accident. It slipped out that there is and has been OW at least since this summer. I don't know how long for sure.
I asked him, he admitted. He said he was only seeing OW, and not serious - not sure what that means. The R talk that followed went calmy.
I have been processing alot emotionally and mentally, and am trusting God in the situation. I have been compassionate to my H and have continued to love him and pray for him and OW.
He still said he doesn't see us getting back together. He knows that I am praying for him and his family. He was moved and thanked me for it.
I know that only God can change his heart so I keep praying, and loving him from a distance.
