While we were gone I hadn't updated my prescription for colazepam. My dr. gave it to me for my insomnia.. well That monday was the last day I took it. By wed. I was a reck. Very depressed, Anxeity.. etc. Thursday was bad too. I finally called my dr. and then the pharmacist only to find out that this was actually a narcotic I was taking and that I was have withdrawel symptoms.. WTF????? OMG I was so mad. Come to find out this is highly addictive. Why the heck would he give me such a thing. Usually I do research before going on anything, but I didn't this time.. I could kick myself. Anyways, so stopping it cold turkey screwed me up.
I obviously will not be going back on that. BUT i haven't sleep a good nite sleep since then. I tried sound sleep that is a herbal thing, didn't work. My next try is meletonin (sp?) Need to know if any of you have tried it.
As far a H goes, he left for Ca. on Sunday to do this business deal, long story short, this guy was investing in the business, but when he got there he didn't have the money to purchase the truck they were buying and H wanted me to take out a ton of money and send it to him and the guy was going to pay us back.
There are a lot more details to this, but the fact is another irresponsible turn of events, to put us in finacial jepardy , his family and not think things through.
Lots of things were said, I remained calm and just said that we need to survive the winter with what money we have until you get work, what are you thinking???
Anyways, I didn't send the money. The guy came up with it. But I was sick about it for 2 days. On top of S6 being sick with a virul infection.
I can't catch a break.
Im a saver he's a spender.
Anyways,
Jak- No I don't email it to me on fb.. I need to add you to my contacts. I miss talking to you. I hope your alright.
Hope- Right back at you.
Dr. love- Thank you, and I know I can vent to you. you have enough on your plate right now.
Wdid- Nice to hear from you, hope you are doing well.
nc- as always, you are a gem. Thank you.
Thanks for listening , love to all of you.
T
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Dr. love- Thank you, and I know I can vent to you. you have enough on your plate right now.
Hope you are doing beter today, ya know tal (at least for today) I kind of feel releived. Like some of the presure was taken away. I have a direction now. (I may not like it) but still going somewhere is beter than just going in circles. I am a little confused at times but trying to take it a day at a time. This is a big decision that will affect alot of people so that is why I am not just going for an all out separation. I am taking little steps so if things really start going south I can just pull back a little and start agian.
hope son is doing beter also take care Doc
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
