NW, Thanks so much for sharing your thoughts - and for reminding me that I will bounce back...and that I am not truly alone. In some ways my trip away made me aware of many things - and I think I attributed a lot of the sadness in me to my W and my M...though as I talked through my feelings with my friends tonight I realized that a lot of it still has to do with the fear that stalls me sometimes - the fear of just how much I have to change and take care of on my own now...since I no longer have the teammate that was with me for so many years...but, you know what, we weren't that great a team - in many, many ways, we just were not...so hopefully we'll both come out of this doing better for ourselves and our children - maybe together, maybe not...but better either way.
Got to believe...that's so very true...and once I'm rested I'm sure I'll have that faith again...
