So easy to understand, but also so easy to lose sight of as reality. It is 100% my choice. I thank you for the loving 2X4.
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If you react to it, then you make it your problem.
Spot on again. I just want this all to go away and soon. I'm not strong enough sometimes to not be overwhelmed w/emotion and saddness.
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How much did not connecting bug you when you were single?
A: Not much. I don't know why I'm so funny about this now. It feels so different to me after being married for so long. I'm guessing my "energy" isn't the best either, so that should shape up first, right?
I've purchased the "Last Lecture" but haven't dug into it yet. It is next on the list after "Be the Pack Leader."
I'm so jealous of your ability to be at "peace" w/being yourself (I'm super proud of you, but jealous of myself). I'm not there yet, but I will be soon. I get so impatient and want the clock to speed up and just get me there.
But, if I miss out on the lessons, then I won't really learn, will I?
As usual, thanks for your love, warmth, and concern. You are my friend.
