Kalni, my friend. My Greek Goddess of the Sunshine.
I'm so saddened by your pain. I know you hurt and I know you want this to work. We've privately talked about what you're giving up for this and I know your pain.
I can't figure it out, but I simply enjoy reading FGs posts to you. They are so clear to me and he seems to know you so very well. I simply agree w/him 100% - you need to be you again and let the rest follow.
What FG said to me in his post to you is he needs to feel the warmth of your glow. You need to be the Sunshine. I agree.
You've seemed to have forgotten how wonderful you are when you allow yourself to shine, my dear. Do whatever it is that is necessary to be the Sunshine. I want you to do it for you, but if you can't, do it for the ones you love and in time, you'll realize you ARE doing it for you.
My energy is down b/c you are hurting, but I've got a weird, quirky smile on my face when I think of FGs words and I type. He's got it, my love.
