1.) Don't feel sorry that I am here taking care of parents. a.) Feel good about it. b.) Do not want to go far from home until mom is better. c.) Happy that dad is a lot stronger physically and emotionally.
2.) Have not really taken care of my weight goal. a.) I think I can start again.
3.) Night classes will be postponed until summer.
4.) Goal with A is primarily the same. a.) Taking note of length of time between each of his initiations. b.) Not to set myself up with anxiety during this period-more optimism. c.) Knowing and feeling that I can take care of myself while I wait for him to initiate.
Next Goals:
1.) Letting him know somehow that I am interested in having fun with him...light and happy. 2.) Showing him that his having a R with me does not have to mean 'all or nothing'. a.) That is soooo important to me.
