Went to see 3rd atty today, brought my D papers that H left in the mailbox. It feels weird to say it "D-I-V-O-R-C-E" papers. Hate this.
I want to rediscover the man that I fell in love with 22 years ago but as long as the plastic pinata (PP) is in the picture I know that she is in charge.
Going to try and delay the D process for as long as I can without running up the bills to the sky. I don't care if I have any hope for reconcillation though.
Went to work today. Much anxiety and stress waiting to hear since exposure. I know it should take a couple of weeks.
This is a rough time. My D15 has not seen her father since 12/22. I feel I should be doing more but I need to continue to detach.
Me 53 H 50 D16, D29 M 22 years bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H 8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also bomb II - H moves 10/1 expose ow 10/22 D to be final 9-09
