Time for me to change....scared as Hell! 2

[theotherhalf]

I didn't mention the thing between D and H because I am meddling in their R. That is their thing your right, I cannot fix that. It's sad, but it is between them. I let trying to hold together the R with H, N, and D go a long time ago...

I mentioned it this morning to use it as an example that I really don't know if going NC with him will help bring our R to better things.

I knew H drove by because I was walking from my bedroom into the bathroom, I heard a vehicle and looked, from across the room, it was dark and he has lights on top of his truck. So it was by accident that I saw. I do not wait for him to come because he doesn't.