You are not broken. You are hurting and feeling very alone and that is so understandable. I find myself asking the same question about how anyone gets through this pain. I do not have the details but I think the answer is determination with a good dose of support. I and others here will support you and you clearly have the determination, so you will get through it.
You mention your W's taking the rest of her things making you feel things are getting worse and worse. We have no way to know that. We simply do not know. So that gives you the choice of how you want to see it. You can choose to see it positively - you cannot work on something new with W until the old is all cleared out. Just a thought. I am not exactly the poster-child for positive thinking these last few days, so feel free to tell me to stick it in my ear.
I just want you to know that you are not alone and you are not broken. It matters to me and lots of others here that you not think that about yourself.
