What next?

[Jack_Three_Beans]

For the record, I am happy with my life and doing lots of GAL and only want her back if she is fully committed. Any thoughts would really help.

If that is true, then you're ahead of alot of people here. I don't know what to add. I try to help people get to this particular place where you are at.

The questions where you wonder what she is thinking...don't know, and don't trust anyone who tells you what she is thinking, they aren't her.

You asked a fantastic question.

Does it matter what the truth is?

While I personally think the truth is always important, after a time the questions I thought I NEEDED answers too I found no longer mattered.

So on one hand, yes the truth matters, on the other hand some of your questions don't, or won't.

I cannot tell you what she is thinking, or why she does what she does. But if you are happy with your life, then you are in the best place possible to direct your future, and whether or not she is a part of it.