Ok so I screwed up here is what I have learned. I had too much contact this week I need to back off. She was acting inappropriate this weekend so when I went skiing by myself I should have turned off my phone and not be available tell her I will talk to her when she gets home.
Don't be so quick to tell her that I am going by myself ,just say I am not sure yet.
Don't change my plans when she asked me if I wanted to go skiing Monday instead I should have said thanks but I already have plans like the cooking class I had planned on.
I am going to my parents in the morning and I am going to tell her hey I am going to clear my head so I am going to turn my phone off. You are the only one I want to her from so if you need to get a hold of me you can call me at my parents. I need to be less available.
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June 08 I don't want to be married it's not you it's me
