I’m honestly kind of lonely. I miss the smell, feel and touch of a woman. But I honestly have to strength or desire to go date. My heart is elsewhere and I can’t seem to find a way to bring it back.
My ex is continuing to spend more time at the house. I’m struggling with the fact it makes the kids happy, but makes me sad. Somehow, in my little perspective, I keep thinking she is getting everything she wants. I, on the other hand, am getting nothing.
