Time for me to change....scared as Hell! 2

[theotherhalf]

Morning all,

H had to do a drive by this morning? Got my nerves a racking...why does he do that? is it just to see if I'll call, doesnt want to talk to me, is it just that he checked cows and went this way, it's dark, was he going to stop in but changed his mind...I don't get it and it hurts, he might as well throw a knife out the window at me on his way by...