You are right. I tlaked with my mom last night adn she said the same thing, you are asking good questions, but it is time to listen not talk. The image I have is very nice and peaceful, the path is clear, and i cannot see too far down it, I believe this image is correct, I cannot see the end of the path, but its there, its clear, and there are no more thorn bushes.
I understand most of the images and understand that I must stop trying to will her to think and do certain things, it will not happen.
Yes I do wonder about whether or not I am doing the right thing, I believe I am. Is there any chance we will be back together, with OM in the picture I would say no. But who's to say what's going to happen when he is gone, when she (if she) steps out of the fog, or when she wakes up and questions her decisions. Yes it is a cloudy mirky mess we are in, but I have a vision of a very clear path. I know what He is showing me, I know why He is showing me, and I know now that I must stay on this very clear, safe, and beautiful path I am on, wherever it leads.
I miss her, I miss her very much, but like I said, He wants me too. I don't know why, but in time I will. I pray for her to think of me. Yes my kids love their mother, they just don't particularly like her right now. They want me to bolt, find someone else so I can be happy. I am fine right now, a little lonely, a little tired, a little angry, but I am happy mostly.
I have a lot to do this week that requires my attention, things I need to do and things I need to get done. If I can get through the week without worrying about what she thinks, what she does, what ever, then I will be fine. The path is clear, the walk is slow, the imagery is something I'd like to look into, see what it all means. I know what a lot of it means, but the synergy of all the images has some deeper meaning. Slep OK last night, no big issues, saw her in my dreams, distant visions of her, but again, no clear look at her face.
Thanks for your words, you are quite a good inspiration for me, as are quite a few people. I will now look for my answers and wait for my answers, the questions have been asked many times, the answers, I belive are no that far away, but I also know I need to get a little farther down this path before I get any.
