H picked up dogs last night. I wasn't here; out at friends' home for dinner. He had left voice mail and I texted back about key arrangements.
It's so difficult to know where he's at. I guess I'm going dark. Is this the right thing to do? It feels easier in many ways for me, but doesn't this break our connection completely? I don't know status of ow, but another person told me that she saw h and he isn't happy.
Do people go back and forth between being dark and being in contact. Perhaps I just need a few weeks to heal up more then could be "friendly" and actively dbing again.
