"What I am dealing with now, to me, makes no sense. So I spend a lot of time trying to figure it out. It affects my mood, my strength, my will to live my everyday. Maybe it shouldnt, but it does."
Spinning the wheels. Recalculating. NFC.
This is the hard part. I know what you are saying.
It will drain you. So.. maybe I live vicariously.. thru the people here.. but This is where I am.. kinda.
The situation may be different.. and the story may be different.. yet we share a "lock".
Just like "DB.com" you have to focus on what is "good" or "working".
Don't follow the "Drama".. seek the "comfort".
It is easy to get hung up.. and seek the "Drama".
"Now, it's...zero, nothing. I dont feel it. Maybe because he deosnt show it together with the fact that I have really changed and I need more. My H is like a piece of me."
This does not work.. never has never will.
From a logical stand point.. he cannot be a piece of you.. and you not feel it.
You can't give a bum a Euro everyday.. then come back to him 6 months later.. and ask him for one. He won't have it.
You have to lead the way "somewhere".
All I can really say.. is just back up some. Take the pressure off you. This is not a race.. or a pointed finger.
Look for what you need.. don't point out where he is leaving you lacking.
Expect to be disappointed. That is OK.
Sometimes.. we have to stand up for what we know. Even if we fail.
You know you want this to work. Don't jump into it with all the old tools. Don't jump into it with the new ones either.. they are more efficient.. and get the job done faster. Sometimes.. when you use the right tools.. and get the job done faster.. people wonder if they should be paying the same rate.
The people simply can't see the value in the service you are providing.
Show them the value of the tools you are working with.
Maybe they get it.. maybe they don't.
Good Morning...
Smile. Be you.
I wanna see it from "over here".
Now...
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
