Nervous to go to work tomorrow after exposure on Thursday.
Worried about seeing atty about the D papers. How did we get here.
Went to alnon meeting tonight. I have been so messed up obsessing about OW that my H's other addiction to alcohol has become full blown again after all those years. He has become his father's son who eventually died of the disease. He is dual addicted to OW and the bottle.
Need prayers and serendity.
Me 53 H 50 D16, D29 M 22 years bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H 8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also bomb II - H moves 10/1 expose ow 10/22 D to be final 9-09
