Am I eternally hopeful or in denial....?

[Silent Chrleader]

Thank you, YR!

I am doing OK. I still get butterflies in my stomach when I see my H. Sometimes I just want to hug him, and it does hurt that I can't do that whenever I want. And he is so distant with me, but he will laugh and seem happy with others. He used to tell me that he is more cautious and serious with me becaue I matter.

But, I do know that he has to take his own journey. And I know that I am very lucky that we do get along as well as we do. Up to this point neither of us begrudges the other anything really. No fighting over who is taking what. And we do seem to be OK communicating openly for the most part regarding the important issues like the kids and the finances. We don't always agree, but we have not been really nasty with each other either.

So, I am thankful for many many things, and I am doing just fine. I will tell you that the thought of standing for the next 2-3 years like you had to is a daunting thought! But, I'm OK with just taking one day at a time.

Take care, YR! ((((((((((hugs))))))))))