Seriously, the kids are already in pain. The m is "ill" and none of the treatments are working. It is what it is. Maybe someday, way down the road, your kids will see one of you in a healthy r. Maybe possibly, it'll be with each other, as that DOES happen in some cases. Your w may get help and may someday see things more clearly. You may also continue to grow as a man. Regardless, I seriously doubt you'll be alone all your life.
What IF, just what if, you find someone else down the road? What if you end up in a happy m? I mean, that has some value, doesn't it? Wouldn't that be something your kids could look to that is better than what they are seeing now?
Oh and by the way, what if they saw you happy, loved, and loving? Just asking j-
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
