TxMom - how to get through the pain #3 post

[TxMomw/2girls]

I finally figured out how to add you all to my watch topics so I spend less time looking for everyone... Time is not my friend these days and I seem to have no time lately to get on DB and post or read.

LE and ST thanks for checking in... I need to catch up this week on you guys too. Not much new here... I've been holding on pretty good lately and have my January packed full of fun it seems - almost every weekend which is good ... and two weekends in Feb - a Cancun trip with friends and going out of town to visit freinds in Feb too with my girls. So my GAL'ing is good.. My H and I started switching the kids every other weekend now and I travel this week for work so he'll start taking the kids and dog to his one bedroom place during the week too... this should be fun.

I had a couple of bad days last week which surprised me... since I haven't been traveling for work I haven't talked to my H much and he doesn't call to talk to girls either.. today will be 4 days he hasn't called if he doesnt call tonight. amazing to me and my pain for this will never go away.

I saw another Lawyer and I feel to protect me and girls that I might file first .. there are some advantages to this here in Tx. But I'll talk to H first. I'm having some real fear and anxiety about having to support my girls by myself as the money I'll get won't cut it. Also if I can't stay in our house that is a whole other situation that overwhelms me.... My H and I worked so hard to have good financial stabilty and it could possibly be all taken away thru this divorce which scares me.

that is all for now..