h and d7 are still away. I'm starting to miss them.
Some shite hit the fan on Fri night when I received an unwelcome phone call. Resutled in me calling h in a right tizz. He handled it reasonably well and didn't get angry or defensive as he has done in the past. I believe that him being angry or defensive is a sign of him lying so I believe what he has said for now though I'm not fully satisfied. After being fcuked over so many times over the last 2 years I told him that if I discovered him lying to me again I would cut his testicles off and feed them to him. Unfortunately I was rather worked up at the time that I said that and in combination with a bad phone line, I'm not sure that he heard me properly. I've said it again since but without the graphic detail so he should be clear with my boundaries on this.
I wish I could use telepathy and just translate all the happenings so that you knew what was going on. I just don't feel like I have the energy and courage to put it all out there on the 'net'.
I'm so pleased your h appears to be hearing you. I would be majorly anxious about the joint counselling too if I was you. Are you going to postpone it for now or are you going ahead?
** Purple
As soon as you trust yourself you will know how to live. Goethe
