I've decided to spend tomorrow with the dogs since h picks them up tomorrow evening for his week with them. The weeks without them feel very long. It may seem odd to those of you with children, but the dogs are part of my family. They follow me everywhere and when they are gone, I miss them terribly.
I spoke with my friend tonight about joining a congregation. I feel this experience is depleting me spiritually and I would benefit from being part of a congregation again. It's been a long time. It feels a bit odd because I would describe myself as spiritual not religious.
As part of letting go, I have been trying to give this situation over to God.