Time for me to change....scared as Hell! 2

[itsy]

Dear TOH...Sorry to see you wee down this am... I too had the hardest time leting go but I did...I went dark complelety had too
and I missed the hell out of him..did for a long time,made excuses to call, but I never did, never other than D business when that took place..It made me miserable to never know where he was or what he was up to, yet we all go thru some periods of no contact and we go on... you will too but we all know the pain that you are going thru..it will beleive it or not get easier...you are doing well trying to focus on yourself and it is a big step...I think that we all tend focus on the what if's should haves, etc without just thinking of ourselves..and once you focus as you are doing which is great more and more baby steps become bigger and easier. Try not to focus on him I know it's hard but you will be better off...

I hope that the rest of the weekend is better...just thinking of you
ITSY