it sounds like things were not good before the M and you didnt want to the signs ....he was searching for the next quick fix to feel good, he the M would do it...it didnt, so like all his "toys" the M and you are disposable....
Me 53 H 51 OW 25 Bomb may 06 left june 8/ 06 ILYBNILWY (twice!) 7/6/07 H wants to come home 7/21/07 H comes home 7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW now piecing in earnest