Hey Maria, Sorry you are having such a hard time right now.. I think you did the right thing, writing the letter, from the heart. Do yuo dont know when he will read it, maybe tommorow? Did he go out afterall with his sister? I guess so, as you are here posting! I am sorry you are feeling down and rejected a second time.
I am sorry it was difficult, in what way, how do you mean? Difficult to be the one to speak up?
Always here for you and thinking of you, Love Al xxx