Well, I sent him an email basically saying that I am not going to go on like this anymore. That I gave him a second chance and that he immediately took me for granted. That I have been honest and clear with him about my needs and he has not responded and lately he even attacks me. It wasnt a very DB letter since I did use "you" a lot. I dont know when he will read it. I know that this time he will not object. I feel it. I feel he feels I am the same person he walked out a year ago. He just wants to be left alone and do things the way he can. I cant live with that.
It was a difficult thing to do. I am not OK with it, I went back a few steps again. K