Put your faith and trust in God. You wanted your h to spend some quality time w/the children and it appears that may be happening w/him coming to get them.
I'm not sure if I prayed for that...but, I guess I should have, huh?
My outward actions 'let go' and all...but, my insides felt unwanted, left out...and all sorts of lack of trust.
But, hey...the electricity is still on:)
I'm not going to the game. I decided it would be best this time to leave the 4 of them to themselves. I know s14 and maybe d8 would ask to come home with me and I didn't want H and I to deal with that there.
I'm also stepping back a little from Mr C....although, he called today to see how I am. I missed the call. He's nice.
Sophie
~~ Me-50 H-38 Married 15 years 8/7/08 D8 S10 S13 H affair 11/04-7/04 maybe longer H moved out 4/06
7/30/08- present: Reconnecting w/kids,friendly 10/30/08 H signed D papers 11/10/08 D papers filed 11/13/08 D papers served at home