Hi girls! My sister is here for the weekend, so we went to town for coffee and met Cher and shopped and had beers too, so that was nice! We are all out for dinner later.
Cher and I are due to go to band night this week, but her fiance, my ex's BMF said he wants to go alone, as my ex had called him and wants to meet with him for a chat and to have a talk with him about things...! (BMF didnt know I was invited). Cher was not happy, as she wanted to go with me.. so thinks we should still.. Helen would NOT be there, Thursday night is when my ex sees male friends and doesnt see her, I worked out, plus Cher and BMF want nothing to do with her. Anyway, his 'talk' might be nothing to do with me and him, but this BMF is, of all his mates, the most emotionally open and mature and was a BIG advocate all year of me and of me and him reuniting and of my ex talking to me and breaking the limbo.
But yeah, quiet..I'm a bit sick of the sound of my own voice waffling on here! I was feeling a bit down too, with the NC stretching out now into several weeks, it makes me sad..but what can I do? Its been 14 months...
