Thank you both so much for posting. SC, thank you for your heartfelt post. You really are an amazing woman. It is a post I know I will read again and again.
I know that I need to let go. I know that I need to file. This waiting has cost me my financial future.
There really is nothing else I could do but move forward. And Irealize that I have kept my dignity and my moral compass in tact. That I have acted with thoughtfulness and kindness toward my h. And that I love with everything I have.
So, I really have to figure out the rest of my life - taking it one day at a time.