Journalling here to keep myself "accountable".

Weekends are hard. I miss my h alot. Weekend mornings are the most difficult; I try to get up and out of the house early. No lingering.

Went to the gym for a workout this a.m. Now will snowshoe with the dogs. Meeting a friend and her 2 kids for a pre-dinner ski later on this afternoon then we will celebrate her birthday.

Tomorrow I'm skiing with a club I've joined. Dinner tomorrow night at friend's house.

Working very hard mentally on living in the moment and letting go of wanting any information about my h. I believe that I am happier than him right now... go figure. I now think it is MLC. This is going to be a long haul. He's really in his cave. No contact from me until he sticks his head (neck) out.

Thanks to everyone for your support and insights.