Good Morning! H came over -without prior communication- around 13:00. I was packing the tree and decorations and cleaning up the office library (threw away a ton of stuff, feeling much better). He stayed with us for lunch, then a couple of hours and then he left to go to work. I didnt know he was working today, he seems to have given away his day off to someone else, switched it to Sunday. He actually never told me he is working, I heard him telling his sister on the phone, probably to make arrangements for later. He left, kissed the kids goodbye and that was it. This is how we are wokring on our M. If I say something then I become the bitch. So, I keep quiet and to be honest, I am distant. I am feeling alone and lonely and it feels like we are faking it and days just go by.
He told the kids he is coming over tomorrow. If he goes out tonight, he will probably come over in the afternoon. And that will sum the week up for "US". *SIGH* Anyway, I know some of you may think I am causing this on purpose. I am not. I feel disappointed and hurt. I am not feeling thrilled this looks so bad. But I dont know what to do. K
PS BTW, he brought to show me the shoes he bought, TOD's and I told him they look great and he is worth of the best since he works so hard...
