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I sense that our WAS are very conflicted
that being part of the whole struggle
they want to go and want to be friends
they still have feeling for us
have feeling for someone else b/c they allowed that A or rebound
I feel they know at times the mess and internal mess they have created but
only few can will find their way back ususally with help from a therapist
I am to the point I want to stop reading into H
He has clearly chosen at this time to pursue his A
and I can not wait any longer
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow