TOH, Pick up the paint brush and start painting. You'll be surprised at how doing something such as this will help you along the way. I paint, cross stitch and the one thing I really did when I first began this journey was to do jigsaw puzzles. I did quite a few of them and they really helped me to focus on something else.
Map out some special projects...are there certain pieces that you want to paint first? Do you have some ideas for new pieces. You are the artist...visualize how you want your work to look. You are also the artist of your own life....begin painting that new life. T, you can do this...I know you can.
T, you've not lost your h....he's just misplaced for the time being. When you change, your he will change the way he communicates w/you. Change always happens when it is positive.
T, take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
