Toh, I know you can do this and believe me I know how hard it is. I was the worst person ever at getting this no contact and I believe I made it so much worse so please learn from my mistakes.

"the death of a man that was so good, a couple that could withstand it all, a M that would last a lifetime, a woman that knew what she wanted out of life and her cup over flowed,"
I could so easily have written that!
Stay focused you can do this its just a wobble.
Try to find some inner peace this week end and look for the smallest blessings to be grateful for-it helps.