Time for me to change....scared as Hell! 2

[theotherhalf]

naej,
emotions right now are taking over my resolve, but trust me it is still there. I am not going to contact him naej, he is free...

your right it has been a slow and painful death, the death of a man that was so good, a couple that could withstand it all, a M that would last a lifetime, a woman that knew what she wanted out of life and her cup over flowed,

now naej, I work towards finding me again. And letting all my dreams and hopes for "our" future go. Now I find a new purpose.