Time for me to change....scared as Hell! 2

[theotherhalf]

It's not over just because you've not heard from him or seen him.

But I am afraid that it is Snodderly, my H is/was too much of a let it be kind of guy. Like he keeps saying currently "we all make choices, then have to live with them"

Snodderly I can put all the faith in the world in God, in myself, and my M but none of that will change what my H does.

Thank you Snodderly for taking your time to be here for me and helping me get through this rough time. Things really have changed for me. This time I am not going to contact my H. This time I am finally listening. It's just that it hurts, as you know, my emotions are very high right now (time of month), and this route is the way I swore wouldn't work and now I'm on it.

My painting is sitting there in my space I've made. I plan on sitting down with it this weekend. Haven't done much this week. Hard to paint when I am in such turmoil. Special interests projects?