this NC is so really hard, as many of you know. It's hard to believe that it is "what's right". It's hard for me to just let him be. I miss him, I want to know how he is, what's going on. And yet, he obviously doesn't want to see me or talk to me. He obviously doesn't care about me at all. Hard to swallow but have to accept. And I am.
I really don't get why all of a sudden he is gone. No calls, no stopping by, no nothing??? It's like after ALL that has happened. In an instant it is over.
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
