i think we all can relate to and understand how you are feeling and it is only natural to be upset (or mad!) with your h.
you have suffered a great loss and your dog knows that your other one is not around.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19