Hey LL, I still think about you a lot. I've been doing pretty good lately. I've accepted the fact that it's finally over, and have been preparing the house for sale, and throwing out all of her crap. Just having one of those days, been looking at her pictures, our wedding picture, pictures of the kids and us together, and still trying to understand what happened! Mediation is going sloooooooow, and no resolve yet. The last two times here, she has brought her BF, and hasn't made me move out of the house, but S19 and I want to get out of there so bad, we are looking for a place to rent until the shop sells too, and then we plan to leave this hell hole! Again, just having one of those days, sorry, I'll be OK tomorrow