Thanks for all of your responses. I thought it was funny that she said that \:\) haha!

I've been feeling different lately.. Maybe I've started to see that my future is open to what I make of it. Maybe I'm actually looking forward to it. I don't know but I've been feeling strangely optimistic.. Maybe it's just that I'm glad that I have a job since we are eliminating a bunch of people (and, I have to do the dirty work!.. ugh!!!!!)