Glad you made it home through that mess! I see they finally opened I-5 this afternoon. I wondered if that's why we hadn't heard from you. I have an employee who needed to get there today and we couldn't find a route from the south to get there!
I'm praying that you find the strength to be strong for you. I know being "trapped" with your H for longer than you expected was hard and it wasn't something you could really prepare for. NikiB has stated it much better than I ever could; however, MHO, it doesn't matter what he wants. You deserve much more than he is capable of giving you right now. You need to back away, let him pursue you, woo you. YOU are the prize to be won here, not the other way around.
