He is stuck because he wants to be. He is using he does not want to hurt anyone as another excuse. Someone is feeding him stuff that says he has to be very careful around me because I could call the police or use legal force on him. Three years ago I called the police because he pushed me around. he was never like this prior to the A. He says God never speaks to him or answers prayer. He says I think he is controlled by the devil. He says God allowed this to happen. I said HE allowed it because he chose to do what he is doing.
What am I going to do--I am going to pretend like he does not exist.
Notice he comes over when I do not have a car so that means I have to be here when he is here. I will have to stay locked up in my bedroom and that could mean 4-5 hours!!! I hate that.
I think he is being stubborn and chooses NOT to listen to God. He says that since he is saved God forgives him. He knows I have forgiven him BUT I did say that I do not understand how he thinks it is okay when he willfully choose to go against God's plan form marriage on a daily basis.
THis is what I am thinking right now.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
