I took a look at your thread. I want so say YOU GIVE ME HOPE. You show me that even though there is an OW and H is out of house, they do wake up and realize what they are throwing away. I know I am in for a very long and uphill battle but it is worth it. My H and I had a wonderful relationship. Alcohol had alot to play in this. He says that he is not drinking anymore but I just don't believe it. The hardest thing is that he lives so far away so there is never a chance for us to even see eachother. I feel like even when I do GAL he won't know it. So do I just wait for him to miss me enough to contact me? Right now I feel that would never happen. I have to keep positive, motivated and pray. I have realized that my friends and family are absolutely wonderful and I would never have made it this far without them. My D13 is pretty wonderful too.
I just wanted to thank you for giving me hope.
H-41 (alcoholic) Me-38 D-13 SD-10 T-6yrs M-4.75yrs Bomb-10/4/08 Moved in w/OW 11-13-08
