Sometimes when I read your reflective posts I imagine smoke signals drifting in the air... trying to send a message that might never be seen.
One thing the break down of a marriage has taught me is to face my fears, listen to the little voice within and be courageous enough to voice what I feel.
What did your wife do with the kids before she started hanging out at the house?
*hugs*
I'm a Pisces like many others on this board. Maybe that's why something's fishy (in a good way!) about us.