I am, I made the phone call on my cool down ride. thanks, I know we all go through this, but it seems like it is getting closer between blow ups rather than farther away, AmyC said the last one would not be the last one. Boy was she right. But it is scary, I knew her so well, I could tell her by the lines on her face, the feel of her skin, now I can't remember what she looks like? I do, mostly, but niot even close to before. She is truly "alien" to me. I am going to go out, just us guys, have some fun, few beers and roll....